self-doubt

Meeting my somewhat boyfriend today for the first ‎​time and I must admit I'm plenty nervous. Yeah I know, we've been somewhat dating/ had a thing for over a month now n we've never met.... All we've seen are pictures of each other n he's goodlooking n all, tall, funny, smart, n real sweet. Buh wat if he's got annoying traits you know?? Like what if he's completely opposite from wat I get over the phone??? What if he doesn't like ME when he sees me?? All these questions, I'm almost ready to come up wiv an excuse not to meet him. You know, not to ruin the fantasy. I've barely ever been so devoid of confidence like this ever before. I gotta go, get dressed now...... Wish me luck.