CRAZY

In my minds eye:

ɪ know the pain of the madman

The strength of demons & weakness of self-preservation

ɪ see darkness on high, blanketing the sky

ɪ mellow away to shades of grey

ɪ drift through mazes searching for nothing

ɪ stand, faceless to this world

Then finally fold away, deep into myself

ɪ am losing all that is me, bit by bit

Alive

2weeks n a day, 15days since my quite unfortunate incident. Was I scared?? I don't remember being so at that moment I awoke n realized the car was swerving outta control. I sit down today n it feels like its somn I saw in a movie or read from one of my numerous James Patterson books. It doesn't feel like it was me in that car n I've got no idea if that's a good thing or a bad thing. All I've got is the pain, the pain pulls me back to reality, the pain reminds me of what I went through, telling me Fatima it was you, you went through that n you've got nothing to fear cos you're still here. You made it, you survived. N right now I can't help buh smile cos I made it, I survived. :)